Saturday

2011-11-25T02:04:00.003+08:00

i think im really stupid, i rarely say this but its true
theres no way things like this can happen
and and there were hints given alr
i was just too caught up in my own fantasies that i didnt notice.
today i noticed and i get the msg.
i wash my hands off this and officially give up.
adios, byebye.

PROM WAS AWESOME!!!!!! :D
everybody looked so good!!
took lots of pictures with everyone!!
shall upload soon!
for now, goodnight (:

2011-10-15T18:42:00.002+08:00

i hate it sooooo much when people change.
are you the same person years ago with whom i spent my entire time with on the phone?
are you the same person i use to love so dearly and look out for?
are you the same person i was so proud of to call my bestfriend?
are you the same person i was willing to beat up anyone who made you cry?
i really dont know....
maybe im being petty, maybe im out of my mind...but there must be a reason why this is in my mind in the first place right?
i mean im starting to wonder if i am of any value to you anymore...
is my presence even worth anything anymore? or am i some clingy friend now?
i really dont know
if im wrong pls come and clear my misunderstanding.
it seems as if other people have now earned the right to be called your bestfriend...
im not jealous, i just need to know if i still mean something to you now or not.
it seems like the whole world wants to be your best friend
and i can no longer remember you being your normal self anymore
i mean if i have to persistently ask you for info during your bad times instead of you picking up the phone and calling me, i dunno what to judge that as...
its as if my speed dial no. has been replaced by hers.
im not jealous, i just really need to know.
but you and i both know that even if the entire world backstabs you, i'll still be standing there to give you my shoulder to cry on and to be your pillar of strength, whether you like it or not, whether you accept it or not.
i dont need to make a show out of our friendship on fb or twitter. i know how strong our friendship is, i just need some reassurance.
clear my misunderstanding before it turns into an opinion would you?

2011-07-31T01:27:00.002+08:00

i didnt study this entire week.
damn im screwed.
i wanna pass prelim 2 with flying colours for a small confidence booster.
i feel feverish too ):

am i imagining stuff or are things really happening?
i dont even know why and when things started.
i scared i imagine everything and one day you come and tell me you like someone else.
thats why my expectations are super low but my hopes are super high.
i hope what i saw is true.
if not i damn paiseh....

i can be such a dumbass sometimes you know.
why i stare until like that?
not as if i like it or anything what.
OMG i needa stop this shit.

sometimes i wonder if showing you attitude today was the right thing to do.
but hey, you did things first lor.
and and i dont even know if you are sincere.
skali you did it just to impress her.

but i know i did the right thing by ignoring you.
lying your way through life will not get you anywhere i tell you first.
and backstabbing people also.
so dont expect alot from me cos you know who i am.

i want Os and prelims to end faster
cannot tahan studying already..

2011-07-09T22:41:00.004+08:00

Os are in 3 months and i can tell im fucking screwed.
never start revision yet and syllabus never finish.
shall start tmr man. hardcore mugging.
3 months of hardcore mugging will allow me to enjoy the rest of my life in peace.
and after 3 months, 6 months of holiday! :D YAY!
i have so many plans i wanna complete after os.

life is boring-ish.
i fell today in mt school.
sprained my ankle abit.

im a fool for hoping too much.
you have utterly no sense of remorse or a slightest sign of wanting to be friends again.
and im such a dumbass to limp there, hoping you would care.
but obviously you arent that nice.
i would have helped you out but you are so unappreciative. why bother right?
i have to accustom my mind to not think about you. its just fucking annoying.

we all dream of that one perfect love story.
theres a beautiful starting and a happily ever after.
theres everlasting love and romance.
theres the love of your life that you wanna never lose.
and we will get it but patience.

2011-06-22T23:21:00.006+08:00

alohaaaaaa!!!!
life has been no less than a carnival these few days.

well fought with amit in order to put some sense into him
but as usual it was a futile attempt.
honestly? i think that certain things posted by some people out there refers to me
all i have to say is,
IF YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM BITCH, COME UP TO ME. OR KEEP YOUR TRAP SHUT!
thanks (:
i take it as ive done my job as a friend. he wont appreciate it now, but 5 years down the road, he will. till then, adios. :D

today had study session with xian and luoly, my 2 darlings (:
made another crazy treaty with them and once again im holding onto it :D
the reason why i love those 2 is cos they are so drama-less, crazy, fun, awesome, not self-conceited, and just love living life. exactly the type of people i love (:
they never fail to make me smile and forget my problems.
i hope our treaty is successful :D

basically i dont care what the world says cos i know where i stand.
even if the entire world is on the other side, and i know im right, im staying put.
the ones i love and the ones that love me will stand by me, im sure of it.
i think what i did was right and thats all that matters, honestly.
i live for myself not the world.

i know how love can feel, i know how heartbreak feels, i know how it feels to confess your love. but my friend. most of all, i know what it feels like to let go. dont tell me i dont know how it feels. i do. just cos i dont go around making my love a show doesnt mean i dunno know how it feels. you loved her for what? a year? guess what, 3 years?! yet absolutely no sound. it takes sense and strength to love and let go.

k luoly just sent me game request. so adios. :D

2011-05-27T00:05:00.003+08:00

its 12 05 now an i have ptc tmr
what am i doing still awake?

mye just ended
results are ok (:

i miss my air peeps
i miss how we use to be so normal with each other
now got some attention seeking freak
and another drama feller that behaves worst than a girl
sian

feel like family change alr
not the same
all like not the people i usually live with
hahah weird shit

cry alot these days
for no apparent reason
kinda dumb but yea
feel kinda sad a lot
i think i going crazy
i guess there a point in life you just need to stop, cry and restart

i dunno if you exist
but if you do,
faster come k?

i need a holiday
no religious commitments
no books
no fake people
just me and the people i love being their usual self

2011-04-23T18:40:00.002+08:00

you have no freaking balls to talk to me
stop running away from me
im gonna tell you off once and for all
and after that you are not part of my world
i will accustom my mind not to think abt you
no matter what it takes
you no longer matter to me
theres so much rage in me that i will tell her off tmr as well if she butts in too
i am pissed and im not afraid to give you a piece of my mind

2011-04-16T22:05:00.002+08:00

Dear NCOs 0f 2010-2011

you are probably the best batch if ncos anyone has ever met. you are the best platoon that anyone can ask for. thank you s much to each and every one of you for making my NCC life the best 4 years of my life and a very memorial one. i cant thank you guys enough for making me the person i am. it is because of you guys i am who i am today. an apology if i have offended you in anyway throughout the 4 years we have spent together and i hope you wont hold it against me.

the 4 years together were the most fun, retarded, crazy and awesome times i have ever experience. there 4 years have been undoubtedly the best 4 years of my life and all this is thanks to you. i love you guys ttm (: dont drift away people. seriously. i dont want to lose anyone of you. we shall study tgt after school on fridays k? to replace our trainings haha.

to sir junli, you have been the best part sgt, clt and brother any part can ask for. thank you so much for always settling our problems and sticking by us. we have learnt a lot from you and you were the only clt that treated us like friends and was honest with us. your honesty made us grow. thank you so much once again sir, we will never forget you.

to each and every one of you that is part of the most awesomest part that ever existed, NCOs 2010-201, good luck for your future and i wanna see a smile on all your faces when we collect our national exams results k? i love you guys ttm man!

-sat :D

2011-04-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

fuck you la
sometimes say yes sometimes say no
stare stare all day long then blame it on me
stand up for you, got scolded, got complained against, not even a thank you
talk to her so nice talk to me like shit
talk as if you know me very well, yea right
was nice enough to ask if you ok then apologized on their behalf
then you talk to me as if its my fault
i should be the one thats angry la
fuck la
playing with my emotions only
lucky i talk to you today
atleast i know you are such a pain
shall tell amit not to put in so much effort anymore on something that doesnt have a future
shall just stop giving you face
cant be bothered
fucking pissed

2011-03-13T14:33:00.001+08:00

give me some sunshine
give me some rain
give me another chance
i wanna grow up once again

2 more days and my mum and sis will be back!!
cant wait!!
i miss them sooooooooo much!! :D:D

2011-03-08T15:56:00.003+08:00

my life's far from perfect but its not that bad
i can handle it
i dont need anyone to come along and make my life hard
i may not be ultra slim
i may not be freaking pretty
i may not be ladylike
i may not be the girl of anyone's dream
i may not have a long list of friends
i may not have an entire wardrobe of clothes
i may not be smart
i may not be nice to talk to

but i am what i am bitch
fuck off you fuckers who mess with my head

i dont take slutty pictures
i dont act cute or pretty
im loyal to those i love
i dont give anyone the wrong signal
i dont throw myself at guys
i have self respect and dignity

ifyou cant handle that then fuck off
how do you even live with yourself knowing you feed off when you make people feel inferior to you or make people hate themselves for not being you?
i have been surpressing my thought or by now, you would have gotten them. back off before i seriously explode. i dont care what rank you are, what gang you have or whatever laurels you rest on. fuck off before you see a side of me you have never seen before.

2011-02-17T21:17:00.002+08:00

hey you! smile leh! im saying as a friend. seeing you sad sucks.seeing anyone sad sucks. if you would just share with me whats wrong i might be of some help. i hope to see a smile on your face tmr!(:

omg 2 more days!!! :D

2011-02-15T23:14:00.003+08:00

4 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg i love titanic.
its sad, romantic, emotional, scary all at the same time.
he gave up his life for her
froze to death for her
and she jumped back into titanic for him
how sweet right?
though i dont think someone will ever do that

mom and sis going to india in 11 days
im gonna miss them
im gonna cry
hope they have a safe trip (:

i shall try to salvage our friendship
make an effort to be the same
but pls dont be a jerk
i know i was but still...
i hope you get her (:

im excited!!!!!!
16 years! :D

2011-02-13T14:54:00.003+08:00

i wonder if singers have their own love tragedies that allows them to sing such heartbreaking songs with so much emotions that it brings tears to ones eyes.

valentines round the corner and im glad it doesnt make a difference to me unlike others. im happy being single. saves me the trouble of changing myself for someone else to like. have been single for 16 years and counting and proud of it (:

have a sudden love for poetry

6 days baby!! :D:D:D:D:D:D
excited (:

2011-02-12T22:16:00.001+08:00

sup yo!!
freestylers were champions!!! wooohoooo!!
CONGRATULATION TO THEM :D

7 days left to meeee birthday!!! :D
cant wait!!! :D
i wanna blow candles off my birthday cake!

2011-02-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

phew, conscious is clear, everything is off my chest except one....
but whatever it is the reply tomorrow i dont think i care
like i dont think a insignificant person like me could affect you to this bad especially since your heart belongs to her now. so i think i know its not me :D

cny outing was fun! collected like $18 despite being a non-chinese \
kenna scolded by mum for coming home at 12 ):
now she keeps taunting me ):

im turning 16 in 13 days!!!!!
excited like wooooooooooooo!
cant wait!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2011-02-03T15:50:00.003+08:00

im not sure i am.
i hate it when people mess with my brain and thoughts
like what you want la
i thought i found a way to feel better but that way is apparently too bad
unaccepted
mean
then i how? just continue giving you attention and feel like some desperate person
im suppose to feel better not 10 times worst!
i need a solution r atleast an answer
just faster come online so that i can find out.
feel confused and crazy

2011-01-30T17:06:00.002+08:00

i cant believe im over you...it feels fucking awesome i swear.
when you told me about her, i actually couldnt care...amazing or what?
happiest moments of my life ~

sec 1s have been awesome and a bit of a headache at the same time but they are fucking cute. :D i love the way they scream sgt sat from afar :D yippeee!!!

punjabi school is shit, i dont love my teacher, she scolds us for laughing! like wtf?! shes good no doubt but shes suffocating too ): no talking, no laughing, no reading aloud like wth! only she can talk -.-

sometimes i find the world over reacts too much. i have stop caring about how others feel and have started speaking my mind. silence has gone on for too long. if i think you over react i tell it to your face. if im not happy i tell you to your face. whats in my heart is whats on my mouth. i fucking dont care who you are. higher rank, higher position, smarter, better looking or more acheiving than me. i dont care, i will speak my mind whether it hurts you or not its your problem

i cant wait for ROD at the same time i dont want it to come...blahhh

have you wandered why people you wanna get to know happen to know everyone around you but not you! its frustrating i tell you. and you dont wanna seem like a total whore to go up to a person and get to know them. this world is a confusing place. being ang more would be so much easier.

people say i have become quieter. i kinda agree. sometimes i dunno what to say and its hard to explain it to people. like suddenly i like silence. but i appreciate the fact that someone notices. means a lot to me.

this is a fucking random post hahaha but it was all that was bottled up inside. :D

2011-01-16T01:10:00.002+08:00

its as if everythings trying to bring my confidence and determination down. its been 2 weeks and they expect me to be working as if its 2 weeks to os. in 2 weeks he decides another girl is awesome. in 2 weeks 2 people have said that. i need a confidence boost, not a drainage of confidence. i need some time alone. i feel shitty. im on the verge of exploding into people's face.

2011-01-09T23:08:00.003+08:00

ORIENTATION WAS A SUCCESS!!!!!! WOOTS~
i wish we had a little more though.
thanks to ncos especially for doing soooo much and the rest of air corps. :D
everyone looked fucking nice :D

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
im confused again
was that hatred?
i can live without
but i still wanna live with
is confession an option?
see what i mean by confused?

whoooolalalalalalalalalalala

2010-12-28T14:47:00.002+08:00

FEEFIIIFOOOFAMMMM!!!!

took the big step. no regrets. finding it hard to cope but i believe the Lord will give me the strength.

i dunno how to be nice and put my msg across to you. i hate the way you are consulted more than me. after all its my job. i dunno what charm you have on people but i dont wish to find out. i think im seeing a side of you no one else sees. a side i dont love. but i dont wanna tell you anything is because ima good friend and more importantly i dont wanna seem like a sour bitch, although it has nothing to do with that. im at my boiling point. if i burst, i hope you wont hold it against me.

7 days to a year long of hardwork and torture. gosh. not prepared...!!

2010-12-18T15:52:00.003+08:00

when i see your face,
theres not a thing that i would change
cos your amazing,
just the way you are...
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for a while
cos girl your amazing,
just the way you are...

BRUNO MARS IS AWESOME!! :D ( and his kinda cute too!)

life is stagnant like shit. can't wait for naam ras. 4 days of awesomeness.
boredom has taken over life.
anger becomes harder to control.
love has become a hard feeling to feel.

2010-12-11T22:06:00.003+08:00

i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo over you.
accepted it.
moved on.
becoming stronger.
watch me as i become stronger and grow just like a blooming flower...

2010-12-11T12:20:00.002+08:00

I'm:
not lady-like
not pretty
not smart
stubborn
defensive
under-achiever
not sexy
fat
too tall
overly-friendly
noisy
crazy

but if you cant accept me in my worst, you don't deserve me in my best

2010-12-09T22:19:00.004+08:00

i don't know if i should affected by these things or not....

i know you are really good at it and you are just trying to help but man, its the one thing that is sort of mine and i already am not doing it well and don't have an opportunity to be of any help and you are taking that away too? come on, give me a chance to prove that i'm not useless will yea? you have already proven yourself, i want an opportunity too man.

attention-seeking? really? i never realized...maybe its just their opinion or maybe its just a wrong way to take my personality. i really don't know how to react to that. but they did say cheerful and happy so a little bad a little good.

heck, i shouldn't be affected. different people have different opinions and different personality. the way you take it is a different story all together.and yea, i'll take your help as a blessing not a snatch of an opportunity. because everything happens for a reason. something could happen to strengthen you, could happen to help you learn something or even a reason you never know.

i love the new me :D

2010-12-07T13:09:00.003+08:00

hollow?
its pronounced as hello...
hello?

hey ppl! guess where luoly and xian went? camp pin!! and theres nothing to do this week while my entire family is at work. crapified. therefore im addicted to tv and know practically all the show timings alr. uh oh...

hoping that amrita's mom will let her go bb camp with me or i would die of boredom this entire week!! prayinggg!!

i dont like when ppl look down on me or question the way i do things. so back off k?

im afraid i might just blurt it out. im practically screaming it out in your face alr. dont ignore it.

2010-11-28T16:56:00.001+08:00

i like you but im not desperate.

2010-11-23T21:27:00.003+08:00

i think i should stop thinking too much as i always fret over nothing and end up either no where or screwing up. therefore no more thinking too much.empty mind ftw!

today's aviators program was boring like crap. we basically entertained ourselves. the instructors werent awesome at all. but but tmr can go sit in plane and fly! weeeee!!!:D

excited ttm!! :D

3 days to go

2010-11-22T14:50:00.005+08:00

blog make over!!!
decided to start blogging again for the fun of it.
i love my new blog skin!! :D
sudden fetish for rainbows
rainbows make me smile :D

2010-02-21T16:39:00.004+08:00

hello ppl that read my blog!!
update time!!

so thursday was Feroz's and Parveen's birthday!! happy birthday to them!! so made cake for them and fed perveen in the middle of the night while brought it to school for Feroz who managed to blow out the relighting candles. amazing.gave him the present from our part together and sang him happy birthday.

also got bashed by freestylers on thursday with flour. for the first time in my life i was freaking white. many many thanks to the freestylers and sgt zhenhui and sgt andrew.

on friday was my birthday!! many many thanks to those who wished me and gave me presents!! happiest birthday ever! went home and ate cake and pizza to celebrate. had a blast!!

ystdy went to chingay with lolly, xian and wendlyn!! freaking awesome la!! SAMBA DANCERS ARE FREAKING COOL! like wow! it was seriously fantastic!! had a blast!

tmr got test so going to mug now.

im not what you think i am.

aidaos!!!

2010-02-12T18:40:00.004+08:00

heyhodedalio!

well, had some forign students coming over to school today and i had a buddy called Anushree. She was freaking nice and pretty, so were her other friends. =)

well, went to watch valentines today for the sake of TAYLOR LAUTNER but sadly he only came into the movie for 5 mins and didnt even take out his shirt. i was sad but happy, atleast he appeared in the movie. haha maybe not topless but atleast sleeveless shirt. so my 6 bucks didnt go to waste. yes, i am in love with him.went with luolly, xian, wend, smeng, bonn and rowe. after that pretty much slacked abt at amk.

have officially flunged all my test. guess im not doind very well in 3/5. i think my brain is honestly numb and nothing goes in. i gotta wake the bloody sucka up before its too late.

tmr got mt school. hoping that the time will fly pass and i can go home and sleep asap. mt school is starting to suck now with all the bitches flirting around and ppl losing their self respect just to be noticed. like fucked up.

WISHING EVERYONE A FANTASTIC CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTNES DAY!

adios amigos! =)

2010-02-03T18:29:00.003+08:00

heyhodedalio!
k well havent been posting
so nothing much has happened la. am vice chair of 3/5 and my class is not bad..pretty nice actually. so urm alot of drama has happened these few days and i am so sick and tired of it that i can no longer be bothered. i honestly need more gossips because my life is lacking of it right now and life without gossips is BORRRRRINGGGG!!!!! so yea. xian's brilliant idea of coming up of our own is not gonna work lol. 2 more months and 13 days to ROD. 17 days to birthday!
cannot think of anything else at the moment. so will stop here.

adios amigos! =)

2010-01-07T22:54:00.002+08:00
since no one reads my blog i shall post this...

i am sad
i miss i miss i miss
im going crazy
i wanna see
9 more days
i dont even know if it is serious
all i know is i miss
i want
is it the same there?
i dont know..
i cannot do it again can i?
but i cant help it
argh! i miss
i hope
i want

school has started
stress like siao
LWJ is weird but ok la
classmates are cool

2009-12-28T19:18:00.002+08:00

isit true? could it? i dunno!!! i wanna know!! i needa know so bad!!! arghh!!! i wish it was crystal clear. stupid stupid stupid stupid! what if its not? hopes too high? fuck la.

2009-12-24T17:52:00.002+08:00

i can officially CYCLE!!! like seriously cycle!! YAYEEEOOO!!!

thanks to those who taught me! =)

yesterday's bbq was fun. bbq-ed stuff and ate lots and lots of marshmellows! yumyum =)

it was fun ah.

2009-12-21T15:38:00.001+08:00
i realise it takes me 1 hour to reach school
fuck.
and even longer to reach home
fuck.
i have to wake up freaking early to go to school
fuck.

2009-12-20T19:51:00.002+08:00

today went to beach road with luocheng to buy silver wings for the entire part. we got lost.

the stupid army market is so freaking far la. so we walked and walked and walked around the same place over and over again. finally we asked a security guard who helped us. when we got there luocheng was afraid of the small head guy who approached us. lol. then went home. on the way home realised that it was actually pretty simple to go to army market.

came back to northpoint and met up with sis. did abit of shopping for her and me. then came back home. new home is nice. peaceful, quiet and cold. i like it here. =)

SHIXIAN COMES BACK TO SINGAPORE TOMORROW!!!!!!

adios amigos~

2009-12-17T18:16:00.002+08:00
im not gonna be an amksian anymore! im gonna be a yishun-er ! changing house is tiring man!
im tired of cleaning and packing. last night in this house. im gonna miss it =( but the other house is cool too..

so tired i can fall asleep anywhere. yawn~

2009-12-16T14:42:00.003+08:00

gonna change house soon...i'll miss this house..not to mention the convenience!
but hey, you gotta do what you gotta do.
i shall continue being positive...not only for me but for the others around me.
i shall smile and brighten up your day! =)

=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

2009-12-11T18:47:00.003+08:00

i am freaking bored at home man...i wanna go out =(
atlest im keeping myself busy by trying to think of what to buy for the air bbq. i wanna watch movie. i have this constant craving to eat for some odd reason. im going crazy and i like it =)

im not forcing you...im just saying that if you dont wanna do something dont even accept the job in the first place. and if you have already accepted then stay commited to it and complete it. lives not fair and there are times when you have to be serious, you cant enjoy life all the time can you? there should be a balance right?

im wanna eat. im turning into kian sam! uh-oh!

2009-12-08T19:47:00.004+08:00

disappointment. today i was disappointed by someone very close to my heart. it was too big of a mistake to be forgiven. if someone wasnt careless...it wouldnt have reached to such a point. the tear in her eyes were caused by you...it'll be hard for me to forgive you...i cant see tears in her eyes. the level of respect i had for you has dropped by so much. its gonna be hard to earn it back.

2009-12-04T00:00:00.004+08:00

have been asked to update although my last post wasnt very long ago....so here it goes.

so yesterday went to coasta sands where 2/3 '09 was having a chalet. i didnt stay over but went over to visit with joey yong. so went there and play card games with larraine, joey,rosalind and min qian. then felt hungry and went to eat lunch with joey where we crapped like crazy.after lunch, we went to 2/1 '09 chalet and disturb where i stole a mamee maggie. =) thanks to kian sam and shuo jian...THANK YOU TO KIAN SAM AND SHUOJIAN!

finally we left and talked all the way on the 88 bus. crapped on lots of random of stuff.

today went to watch movie with dalpreet. the movie was nice but it was a silent occasion as a friend of ours, JESSMYN DHILLION, passed on. she was sick and now she has moved on to a better place. may her soul rest in peace.

tmr got training...missing her funeral for training.

2009-11-26T21:05:00.002+08:00

today my blogskin as proven itself true. ppl are changing. am i the only ashole who is the same. i hate the drastic changes in personality.i feel like i dunno ppl anymore alr. this sucks man. i try my best to be tolerant and patient but its hard. i have to control it. i dont wanna end up screaming at someone out of reaching my point of limit. seriously, dont test me. im on the verge of screaming.

2009-11-25T23:28:00.003+08:00

heyho~

well today i stayed home and did two things. 1- glued to the tv & 2- thought about stuff.
well, i thought alot today as i was bored and in between commercial breaks. i thought that my actions and statements make me the person i am and so from now on ill say whatever i wanna say, not something that others want to hear or something that makes me uncomfortable. i am who i am, you can accept me or hate me, im fine with both, im seriosly ok.

now to the glued to the television half of my day. well i basically stayed glued to the sofa for 5 hours straight watching one programme after another. it was seriously fun. =)

ill try until the results are out. its still not too late. ill try my best til the very end. i believe i can.

2009-11-24T14:32:00.003+08:00
came back from bintan on sunday. it was beyond cool la. flying fox-ed, boomnett-ed, climbed the coconut tree, and even built a road. it was damn fun la with all the ug-ians. unforgettable experience i would say. =)

blog is screwed at the moment so.....repairing in progress.

bintan photos will be posted soon.

unimportant element. unsolved troubles.

2009-11-19T15:27:00.001+08:00

new blog. the other one was screwed and i finally decided to create a new one. YAY ME! well, just came back from annual camp yesterday. i thought it would never end but it did. luckily. body aches but i didnt give in. on the plus side, we have been promoted to charlie. YAY US! on the bad side, this means that we are officially going to die every training from now on. hang in there guys.

got back streaming results on friday. made it to 3/5. hopefully, everyones friendly.

not only is it gonna be really stressful, but its going to require constant mugging.hopefully i'll be able to manage.

going off to bintan tmr. bags are packed and ready to go. really excited. first time to bintan. hope everythings well. this will be a great opportunity to rest after that tiring annual camp. =)

BYEBYE