.Saturday, October 15, 2011@6:42 PM.
i hate it sooooo much when people change.
are you the same person years ago with whom i spent my entire time with on the phone?
are you the same person i use to love so dearly and look out for?
are you the same person i was so proud of to call my bestfriend?
are you the same person i was willing to beat up anyone who made you cry?
i really dont know....
maybe im being petty, maybe im out of my mind...but there must be a reason why this is in my mind in the first place right?
i mean im starting to wonder if i am of any value to you anymore...
is my presence even worth anything anymore? or am i some clingy friend now?
i really dont know
if im wrong pls come and clear my misunderstanding.
it seems as if other people have now earned the right to be called your bestfriend...
im not jealous, i just need to know if i still mean something to you now or not.
it seems like the whole world wants to be your best friend
and i can no longer remember you being your normal self anymore
i mean if i have to persistently ask you for info during your bad times instead of you picking up the phone and calling me, i dunno what to judge that as...
its as if my speed dial no. has been replaced by hers.
im not jealous, i just really need to know.
but you and i both know that even if the entire world backstabs you, i'll still be standing there to give you my shoulder to cry on and to be your pillar of strength, whether you like it or not, whether you accept it or not.
i dont need to make a show out of our friendship on fb or twitter. i know how strong our friendship is, i just need some reassurance.
clear my misunderstanding before it turns into an opinion would you?
